Perhaps you are in the wrong cup size. Another option for you would be the Beatrice nursing bra 8053
that comes higher than an H cup if you need a fuller cup size.
This bra does run big in the band and the cup. You could try it in a 36D4 or another elomi style called Hermione bra style 8120
that is a great spacer-fabric bra that gives lots of comfort and support.
Christina from MD
With your petite frame the 44F hit too high under your arm. Unfortunately there are not a lot of nursing bras in your size other than maybe the elomi Beatrice bra 8053
which you could try. Please be sure you are in the correct size.
Erika from upstate ny